RECOVERY LOG 176
FRAGMENT 2423
LISTEN
Every time I wake up I reach for the door But the room stays the same And the silence says more The shape in the corner The mark on the wall I know what it is now I know it at all I close my eyes It doesn't fade I count to ten It calls my name Every time I wake up It wasn't a nightmare It wasn't a nightmare It's still there Every time I wake up I know I'm still in it I know I'm still in it Right here The morning comes slow Like a hand on my chest I wash off the seconds But I never get rest I laugh at the mirror Pretend I'm okay Then the same old fear Finds me anyway I close my eyes It doesn't fade I count to ten It calls my name Every time I wake up It wasn't a nightmare It wasn't a nightmare It's still there Every time I wake up I know I'm still in it I know I'm still in it Right here If I could trade One broken night For one clean breath I'd do it tonight But the dark knows me And I know it too So I say your name Like a way through Every time I wake up It wasn't a nightmare It wasn't a nightmare It's still there Every time I wake up I know I'm still in it I know I'm still in it Right here Every time I wake up I swear I keep breathing I swear I keep breathing Still here