RECOVERY LOG 176
FRAGMENT 8111
LISTEN
I leave the door unlocked Like I'm expectin' you Dirty plate in the sink Cold light on the floor Your name sits in my mouth Like a coin I can't spend I count the same mistake Then count it again And I know where this goes I know what it costs Still I feed it my sleep Still I feed it a lot Feeding the monster called regret Every night every night Feeding the monster called regret It grows when I close my eyes Feeding the monster called regret And I can't make it leave Feeding the monster called regret It keeps on feeding on me There's a shirt on the chair That still knows your shape A cracked photo frame By the blue hallway light I try to act brave I try to look clean But the truth comes back With its teeth in me And I know where this goes I know what it costs Still I feed it my sleep Still I feed it a lot Every night every night Feeding the monster called regret It grows when I close my eyes Feeding the monster called regret And I can't make it leave Feeding the monster called regret It keeps on feeding on me If I cut off the stare If I break the chain Would it learn my face Would it say my name? I'm done with the bargain Done with the bite I'm done feeding shadows To stay alive Feeding the monster called regret Every night every night Feeding the monster called regret It grows when I close my eyes Feeding the monster called regret And I can't make it leave Feeding the monster called regret It keeps on feeding on me